I wish I had better news to put on here. Craig isn't doing so well. He had chemo again on Tuesday- stronger that the first go round of chemo. He hasn't been eating,(via the feeding tube or otherwise)- and he isn't taking the medication unless I am pretty witchy about him taking it. So knowing that even though I have to be the bad guy in this I stay up and make sure he takes his anti-nausea meds every 4 hours. I just haven't figured out a way to make him keep his feeding tube in. I guess I CAN'T force him- thats the thing. All I can do is make sure he has what he needs and hope he does what the docs say.
I guess the one good thing in this time is that we didn't go home this weekend so he wasn't able to go out and do anything to hurt himself more.
And we have had Sara here since Wednesday. I can't even express how amazing it has been to have her with us. Caleb and his girlfriend are going to take her backup the mountain on Sunday- but she has gone with us the the doctors office and to his radiation. I think that now that she has seen where we go and what we do that the seperation will be easier on her. Plus it gives me some time with her- I wish that all the kids could be here but that isn't going to happen until Thanksgiving. I miss my babies that is for sure.
I really hoping that things even out soon- I know everything is very difficult for Craig right now- and that his spirits are low, he is grumpy as hell- but all I can do is be there for him and try to make his lifeas easy for him as I can.
Thank you to everybody! And much love and thanks to my grandparents- I love you guys!!!
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