Well friends and family- today is the last day of 2010- the older I get the faster time slips away. Craig's throat is healing well from the radiation- and his body is healing well from the chemo- now we are playing the waiting game to see if the cancer is gone or not. In January he will also begin treatment for his Hep C- it had been dormant for years but this cancer treatment kicked it up in full gear. I can't begin to express how many times a day I pray for his full healing- it is heart breaking to see how much this has taken a toll on him. The public sees him from time to time and what I hear is how great he looks- but they see him with his heavy coat and jeans on- I see him in his long john and t shirt- the amount of weight he has lost is staggering- and all I can think of is my in-laws with my previous husband- and how much weight they lost before they passed from cancer- and then I go into a panic attack- so yeah- my prayers and angels are working overtime.
But the doctors say that his throat is healing so quickly- so I'm hoping that is a good sign for the rest of his body!
We got rid of 5 of our goats the other day- so now we only have 3- I wanted to downsize the amount of work to be done on the farm- we are also down to 9 chickens- so although we still have our farm I'm not going gung ho on the production of the farm- I would much rather spend my time with my family, or on my art- (sculptures and photography)- Craig's illness has taught both of us a great deal.
So on this- the last day of 2010- I wish everyone good health and much happiness in the following year and every year hereafter! (now I'm off to complete my annual last day of the year tradition- deep clean my house- I love a nice clean house to start the new year with!)
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